Raspberry Foxy @Raspberryfloof@awoo.space

I have basically no self-esteem whatsoever, and feel awkward and anxious asking to work on something with anybody else, so ... having something that I can contribute to and feel confident that I can do is something I don't think I could let go of right now...

I ... don't really feel comfortable backing off or dropping it, though? I worry that I'd end up feeling guilty about not doing enough and letting down everybody who has been working on it with me, and also just wouldn't know what else I should be doing...

I know I don't talk about much else, anymore, because... I've kind of let this project entirely consume my life, to the point where I haven't been taking care of myself at all some days...

I feel like people probably won't care about me much unless I have some accomplishment I can show and say "I made this!", and working on this project has given me a reason to believe I might actually be worth something...

I guess it's time for a somewhat personal post...

I've been pushing myself every day to keep working on translating Itadaki Street 2, because I would really love to see it fully playable in English someday, but also for another reason...

@Motodrachen I feel like I never have much to say about anything, and that most people are off doing things with other people or talking with their other friends, so I don't really matter or belong with them...

And ... even if people notice, like you... I worry that talking with me is exhausting, or burdening, or just not interesting, and so I feel like I just shouldn't be here intruding this way...

I wish I could explain why birdsite feels so much less painful for me to use nowadays than Mastodon...

I miss feeling like I could be open and talk about things and not feel crushingly like I don't belong here anymore...

@minty_da adorable!!

@Leucrotta oooof... that's way too relatable... x.x;;

@awoofriend Should this have been https://furrytf.club/ ?

@AzureHusky "You don't have to be a ghost" might be my new favorite phrase 💖

Thank you so much for writing this 💖

@Kat mrrrr 💖 you're a cutie kat ^^

@Kat *nestles into your fur...* 💖

@KitRedgrave@cybre.space I would be too if I was Sonic 1 and I was told "actually, you're Sonic 2 now" :P~

The magic of loading savestates from the wrong game...