Raspberry Foxy @Raspberryfloof@awoo.space

Okay tournament race is happening soon!!!!

https://twitch.tv/alttprandomizer2

I should be restreamed there, we have a 7PM Pacific start time so it should be starting soon!!!

Going to stream for a little bit; practicing for my tournament race in the ALttP randomizer tournament tonight...

If anybody would like to watch, it'll be at https://twitch.tv/raspberryfloof

ugghhhhh getting nervous and scared for absolutely no reason, thinking about how I haven't said much here and how I'm super afraid of talking with people who I look up to about anything and how everything will go wrong in every possible way

I'm so afraid of doing anything that's enjoyable but empty, like playing games or reading or working on that translation hack or basically anything that couldn't translate into a job or money somehow...

I'm constantly worried that something will happen and I and/or my roommates will lose our housing and have nothing left to fall back on... even if it isn't necessarily rational thinking...

Well, I wasted all month practicing for and playing in the A Link to the Past Randomizer tournament that's been going on, and while it's been really fun so far, I can't help but feel I should have been spending my time doing anything else productive instead...

I found the IS2 tutorial text pointers today, finally. I think that's all the text pointers in the game found, so I can start moving and rewriting it without worrying about what is and isn't used or not knowing what references what anymore ^.^

Could somebody give me a job procrastinating? I can come up with twenty different ways you can put anything off until tomorrow :x

Today is "Work slowly on Itadaki Street 2 while being moderately anxious" day...

haahahaahhhhhhhhfhff

it's funny when i think about what i thought life would be like, 5 or 10 years ago

i thought i would have a degree, maybe a graduate degree, probably a good job, be making things, be useful, feel like life owuld be reasonably okay

if i knew what i know now and knew where i'd be then i would have just killed myself when i had a chance, and then i wouldn't be worrying about my life,

and maybe the world would be alittle better,

maybe,