"A Mystery! Quick gang, let's yeet feet!"
CW: prose, climbing to the top of a thing in the middle of the night and peeing
Looking back now I'm pretty sure there was a bit of gender dysphoria surfacing there too.
CW: prose, climbing to the top of a thing in the middle of the night and peeing
Apropos of nothing, I have suddenly remembered that time I walked up to the top of the fire watch tower in the woods in the middle of the night, peed off of it in a gesture against an absurd and meaningless reality, then wrote about it.
dreams, babies, trauma (--)
Dreamt that somehow @Doephin had gotten pregnant and given birth very quickly. Like, there was already a baby in the house. I couldn't really even look at it, and while in the dream I was trying to be okay with it, it was not something that I was ready for or able to think about. I woke up gasping and panicking.
So I guess my trauma around kids and parents is still definitely there, even if it doesn't surface a lot anymore.
"So can you tell us who these two idiots of yours were?"
"Hard to say. I hire a lot of idiots."
Holy shit that concert was amazing (https://www.sunnie.org/ 's Space Between Notes release concert)
New species spotted at the feeder just now - I've attracted the attention of a (probably male?) Spotted Towhee. Cute little birds:
https://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/assets/og/75228391-1200px.jpg
Emergency
Hey everyone.
Given the state of my current living situation, I don't feel safe staying at my apartment.
For months, if not the very start, I've been emotionally abused by my roommate's boyfriend who isn't even on the lease. Even though I work overtime constantly and find myself physically and emotionally exhausted, he still jumps down my throat whenever he has a chance.
I've reached a breaking point and am in need of a temporary place to stay until September. I can't stand my current situation anymore and the roommates I share my lease with are being manipulated and turned against me.
Any and all help is appreciated. I just need to have some peace of mind as I work on transitioning out of Seattle. With gratitude.
-Roady
On this day we celebrate the day 230 years ago when revolutionaries stormed the Gendstille. There were only seven genders imprisoned there at the time, but the Gendstille served as a symbol of the gender binary's abuse of power and its taking by the revolutionaries served as the flashpoint for the Gender Revolution.
(Happy Enby Day!
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The sky was a deep purple bruise.
I waited for the stars, I waited for the moon, I waited for wispy clouds.
Dread threatened to overwhelm me; would tonight be the night that they'd all fail to appear?
Moths flittered by unconcerned.
Trust the moths, I told myself, they know the moon is there.
And soon the lights in the sky became visible.
I relaxed; another normal night.
Sometimes I wished I was a moth instead of a surveillance drone.
Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.