re: mood crash (~), that monster
So I guess that's just.... how it is now. Nearly five years of healing later, and every so often my brain is just going to implode, and there's nothing anybody can do about it.
mood crash (-), that monster
It's sure great how much time I wasted with that miserable shitbag, and how much the memory will suddenly surge up of wanting to be his gay little boyfriend for so many years. I wonder how much earlier I might have figured out the gender stuff if that little shit hadn't been pretending to be interested in me.
Going to bed before the memories of that rat bastard can drag me down further.
Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.