🔶 KLCY AXIOM Prime @kelseyhusky@awoo.space

Saturday Report Begins:
-Woke, and dressed in outfit 1A (Added rainbow leggings) and proceeded to get breakfast. Lochs and bagels are still delicious, even in Portland.

-It's my uptime anniversary. 35 T-years completed. Getting gifts and text messages from family.

-Submitted coming-out letter to Mom-unit. Still no response yet. Expecting to get an overloaded ear when I call her on Friday this week

-First drop-site: Powell's City of Books. Its the size of a city block, and multiple stories tall. I had to visit it at least once. Bought some new books, and gifted @neonNeptunian a copy of FTL, Y'all! (while also realizing that since I was so disappointed there wasn't a story featuring the gorgeous Pale Blue Thot on the cover, I could just write it myself. So I'm doing that, along with the fifty-leven other writing projects i have in my queue.

-Second drop-site: Books with pictures. Queer-run comic shop. Wonderful place. Small, but cozy and super validating. Owner asked how @kobunny was doing with their shop and was happy with intel presented.

-Third drop site: Lush cosmetics. Forgot to bring any bathbombs with me, so Ellu decided to get me a few to enjoy. Lots of happy smiles from staff, and some awesome bombs to drop (not Saturday night, though. Injury prevented enjoyment, more on that later)

-Fourth drop site: Salt and Straw. Walking from Lush to docking pad, saw string of pedestrians all carrying Ice Cream. Concurrent thought with @mawr :If everyone we are passing is carrying ice cream, we need to get some Ice cream. This was a good call.

Mission goals:
-Visit strategic locations in Portland with @mawr and @neonNeptunian
-Present and broadcast feminine tagged IFF while in public space-times
-Aquire celebratory self-gifts
-Share MDMA with loved ones
-Have experience documented

Stretch goals:
-Pierce earlobes

Friday Report begins:
-Picked up Ellu after handling submitting my expedited passport application for work. -Trip to Portland was made without incident. Gateway Heavy Akina did post a few air-pressure warnings.
-Checked in without incident. Nice hotel room. Curtains took up the whole wall, Window was only across half of it, had a good laugh about that.
-Went to the observation deck to synchronize the viewpoint and got convinced to change my (heh) transponder code for the night.
-Dressed in outfit 1 (Jean skirt, Red Floral top, short bob wig) and went to Sante Bar (very queer friendly) IFF coding was instantly accepted.
-Emotional core too overloaded by Bravery core to provide coherent snapshot data, but partial log recovery shows tags of giddy, happy, and squee; and smile musculature is recovering from overuse after long period of inactivity.
-Distracted by overload, fuel incompatibility checking was overlooked and a single raw carrot from an otherwise delicious hummus plate almost completed intake process, causing a rapid reaction by autonomous defenses (experiencing allergies while high SUCKS!)
-Ellu deployed on an emergency away mission for Benadryl to relive symptoms, and the night could continue as normal. -Finished Friday by watching the rest of gen:LOCK with Ellu (please, please please, if you're reading this, watch this amazing series.)

@Taris That sounds awesome! I've been thinking about how I'd do something similar for a while now! Any cool ideas hit you yet?

@Taris Whatup?!

Okay. That went slightly better than expected. Showed up an hour early and everything was finished with only the hassle of going through a Federal security checkpoint and dealing with 2 very helpful State Department employees. It also helped that I was actually prepared for my appointment.

Still sucks that I had to do all this for a work deadline. But I should be all set now.

"Should." I still hate that word.

Was shaving in the mirror, and, jsut for a second, I saw a gurl looking back. She disappeared quickly, but I could catch glimpses from the corner of my eye.

Nice thing to see 2 days before Uptime Day.

Dinner helped. So did getting some words to listen to that I needed to hear. And then doing some fite. I'm getting better tonight. I'll be better tomorrow.

@Motodrachen Naw. I don't think this is Burnout. I'm just...not dealing with adulting too good right now. Or last week. Or last month.

Burnout is for people who actually have real problems. I ain't got time for Burnout.

"If I can just get through this week, things will be okay."

I say that every week. Maybe things just aren't okay?

I am not career ambitious. This is a problem because I don't really feel a drive to push for improving my job. I just want to make enough to leave some money left over after bills and housing to buy neat stuff without worry, doing a job that doesn't destroy my motivation every other day.

BBL. Gotta destroy some more asteroids. Please ignore any large flashes or explosions within 1 AU of system primary.

--More time so I can do all the things I feel guilty about not doing
--Sex.
--Non-leather Size 15 ankle boots with wide, chunky style heels (not stilettos), and a small platform that are actual boots and not fashion toys that can actually support my frame without buckling.
--LEGO UCS Millennium Falcon
--Art.
--Sex.

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@Motodrachen Having to describe your desires by what you /don't/ want is also valid.

@Kyresti *responds in kind, starts an animated conversation about energy manipulation.*

@mawr No internet, no file sharing. no file sharing, no Hotline. no Hotline, No classic mac shack. No CMS, no huskybot and mawrplushes being the best team.

[sound of distress, anxiety, uncertainty, warning, and compounding errors]

Today has not gone well.