@noiob i managed to swipe a 400GB micro SD card for $100 the other day
storage prices are so much nicer than even just a year ago
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@ShugoWah@snouts.online there's likely ways to be nicer to yourself, and to keep the things you enjoy out of burnout. it's *extremely* worth it to find those things
try things! even if you aren't sure they'll do anything for you. you might be pleasantly surprised!
also, if you're doing fine, you still shouldn't overextend or deviate from the things that keep your mind in good form, because it's a lot nicer to stay in a good space than it is to dig out of a nasty one
anyway, i hope this is helpful..! ^^
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@ShugoWah@snouts.online burnout can make the things you enjoy feel like trying to jog through waist-deep mud
it also gets worse by trying to spend your willpower to get over it
two ways out of it are either to recognize that you have burnt out, and to allow yourself to do other things until inspiration sparks again, or to trick your brain into getting over the inertia, and to limit how much willpower you use when you are working on something (that's why tricks work for me, actually)
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@ShugoWah@snouts.online thing is, i know that it totally sucks to want to *want* to do things, especially when those things are largely the actions you describe yourself with--but motivation is like a wave that rises and falls
some days, (or maybe lots of days) you might not feel it. and actually, in your case, it kinda sounds like burnout--which is a nifty little affliction that actually can happen by simply worrying about not doing enough
luckily, recognizing it for what it is can actually help you out!
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@ShugoWah@snouts.online i have to trick my dumb brain into doing things all the time, because otherwise i either burn out, or can't for the life of me get started
two things that seem to help me are the pomodoro technique and permissive streaks (basically streaks, with allowances to skip days according to well-defined rules)
i also find that organizing things into a kanban helps overcome the resistance when you finish a thing and don't know what to do next
maybe you can find tricks that help you too..?
perhaps i'll clean it up and put it on github later
the server basically just hosts a wanikani.ics file that accepts a parameter that is your API token. that way you can add it to your calendars and get notifications about reviews when they pile up
anyway, for reals this time, sleep!
turns out, getting the next date isn't too hard!
i mean, i made this harder for myself than i should have, but this can now run with practically zero resources
@SomeEgrets oh, also, i don't try to keep up with every single post here
like, i just caught up to your fursona things on twitter about an hour ago--so i'm often way too late to say things a lot of the time
i also specifically don't say who i am on twitter here to kinda remove expectations a little bit--even if my circles have some of the same people in them
@SomeEgrets that's fair! not everyone is in both places
in my case, twitter is more a highlights reel, and here is where incomplete thoughts and stuff goes
i like to make a lot of things, including plans, but so seldom do they become Actual Things that i don't like saying i'm even in the process, because it might disappear before it becomes a real thing
it's also a pseudo-AD with content warnings--not that i really post nsfw things on my twitter AD anyway (though RTs definitely are)
standoffishness (~)
i guess i shouldn't worry too much about that, because i really shouldn't tire myself out trying to become friends with someone who doesn't share the same thoughts
i think i'll just set a hard limit for how many times i try to talk to someone before i decide it's worth interacting with them. that way i won't impose for too long, and i won't need to worry about being a consistent pain in someone's side!
ghosting as a penance? (~)
i guess this goes pretty squarely into my whole rule of not imposing when possible
but i do wonder if i ever see someone else's standoffish behavior as my own fault and then just disappear for no reason?
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)