Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

9 times out of 10, my deletions are jokes that i'm not 100% sure 100% of people will interpret as one

it bothers me a *lot* when i can't get my meaning across, literal or not, and even the slight risk of it happening with a joke makes me feel like it's not worth it a lot of the time

but why do i only worry about that specifically online there? i tell plenty of extremely bad jokes irl

you can learn a lot about me by my self-deletion habits on twitter; a place where i was extremely performative initially, and still feel pressure to be for some reason

@noiob i've always kinda approached vocals like another instrument, since i very seldom really pay attention to lyrics

so, if the vocals really add to the music melodically, they don't tend to distract me--but if there's a real focus on them, i usually have a really hard time focusing

@PurrPurin Very!!! Good!!!!

something i'm starting to notice more and more is how most of the really popular people i know about seem to be both extremely stubborn and also have a pretty aggressive snark game

i wonder if its related?

@EeveeEuphoria i hear it was originally inspired by the internet

@noiob @tom hee, i guessed that was probably the case!

though, i also wasn't going to throw shade in case it was an actual interest--i actually know someone who is working extremely hard to make php more secure, and i actually respect their work a lot

i also have very little context about how far the language has come since i last wrote in it, so my views on it are probably not really representative of reality in php land

@noiob oh, huh, that's not too bad at all

i sketched a bunny who just CAN'T BELIEVE i didn't post them here

@noiob gosh, i know that php module management has probably improved since i last looked at it, but this still feels cursed

@shaderphantom gosh, i feel this

i hope you can take all the time you need to feel less burnt out--and without feeling too bad about resting

good luck..! ^^

@trysdyn i know someone who was pretty uncomfortable with the speedrunning community as a whole because of how male-centric it is, but also really loves that this event is happening

it sounds like speedrunning might even be something she might want to try now!

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i know that wasn't about misogynistic dudebros, but i just wanted to throw that out there because it's kind of heartwarming, and i think we need a little more of that when people act like this :s

@EeveeEuphoria all chus are important~

but pichu are legit the pokemon that originally got me over my awkward tween-self to finally admit that i might actually like cute things

gosh, that was a turning point

i think it would be really cool to finally be able to articulate myself outside of small chats

hee, it's such a tease. i'll get there though..!

i honestly think i need to start keeping point form notes for myself, *of* myself