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perhaps the secret to my motivation is in healthier habits?

better bedtime, better nutrition, an actual routine..?

however, i don't like the lack of freedom it sounds like this would probably have

i mean, i've tried a strict regiment before, and it burned me out *so* hardcore after sticking with it for over 500 days

hmm, maybe i need other tricks. but what..?

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shame 

i think what i really need is to figure out how to keep my motivation up

i half-make so many things that i could have finished several projects by now

i need to get Something™ out there, because i feel ashamed as a creator to not have anything to show for all of the effort i put into things

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hmm, i think this means i need to get more involved with things--and with people!

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(-) kinda morbid thought experiment 

thinking about it, i can't think of many people who would actually care if i disappeared one day--and most of the ones who would are only because i have some obligation to them

i really gotta change that! that's not at all the kind of impression i want to have

ᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʳᵉᵃᵈʸ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵘᵐᵇˡᵉ

mmm, yesss... i suddenly feel the need to wring my hands and cackle diabolically while writing these schedule entries

*shakes fist at self* i'll get you my pretty!

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perhaps i should schedule myself to do something every day just so i can jump to something else when that urge comes and shout "AHA! GOTCHA!"

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i like how the only times i feel like being productive are when i'm supposed to be doing something else entirely

basically, i need to animate things... and i don't really know how to animate

so i guess i'll have to see how this turns out

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i decided i should finally get at least one thing done in a certain project i've had on hiatus for too long

@codl i like how i could flip a section of this screenshot in gimp and probably nobody would notice

@codl it was for this purpose, that stylish was conceived

after all of these years...its purpose, finally fulfilled

thank you

@codl you are cool and i hope you never lose hope in your ability to get good at all of the things you want to--because i know you can!

@ElectricKeet metroid had a lot of secrets too! so many strange places you could morph ball bomb your way into

that game was also extremely hard without grinding for health though

hm, i wonder how this compares...

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