the other use; the times we use it on ourselves, is mostly being apologetic about the things we've already determined are more important to us in the immediate term
and that's just us feeling bad that our priorities don't line up with someone else's too, isn't it?
re: mh (+-) birthday
i did get some slippers a day early, which i'm grateful for though!
i'm even happy that happened a day early because it means i can write off the entire day that followed without including that bit
mh (-) birthday
gosh, that was a really emotionally draining birthday, and i feel horrible
the highlight of my day was literally when a video game noticed it was my birthday and did something kinda neat--because that was the first thing that happened that wasn't oppressive, uncomfortable, or outright cruel
the first episode of the new pokemon season is legit just on the official japanese youtube channel!
this is the one about pikachu as a pichu, and it made me feel things
(it's mostly a visual episode, so i don't think you really need to worry much if you don't understand japanese)
tonight's aesthetic: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NRNhW0_Gvc
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)