Xurnami, Hyena-dragon @xurnami@awoo.space

@memnus LRR is like the least problematic media I consume on a regular basis.

@memnus I had a guess. :)

@memnus Another LRR fan! Nice!

Gods, I love girldick.

@Leucrotta Both of them are hosted in a data center in Fremont which has gone down.

@fluffy If Marl is an actual problem, why is it always Eevee and Glip who are brought up? Marl is always a sideshow to the discussions I see about this.

But yeah, I can see how I could have ended up in the same place too.

I'm going to post something here I'm probably going to regret. But I do not believe what is being said about glip and eeve. Decade old comments taken out of context and such do not make the case to me and kiwifarms being the source of all of it makes me distrust it.

It appears something has happened recently among a number of people in my local community. All I have is bits of gossip and hearsay flying around. I need to stay uninvolved because of my own issues but I worry about what is going on right now among all of these people who previously were large pillars of the community.

As an update, went to the doctor. Doctor said bump was just a cyst. He cleaned out my ear and said everything was good. So everything is good again. Anxiety is relieved.

Part of what makes this all worse is that my family conditioned me to never go to the doctor for anything. Not for financial reasons as we had money but because of narcissism.

I had athsma at 16 due to the shitty air quality where I lived and didn't get diagnosed until closer to 18 by it finally becoming too much. When I blew on the flow meter, it didn't move. This trauma tomy lungs makes colds like a two week long affair.

So after BLFC, I used a qtip wrong and pushed some earwax in. I've also had a bump under the skin behind my jaw on the right side. I finally messaged the doctor about these things and he told me to come in.

I am trying my hardest not too panic about worst case scenarios.

I’m getting to bed earlier than I’d like since I need to get up earlier than I’d like so I can do makeup and get into my most femme clothing so I can get to work early to spend all day in meetings with people from another company. A good portion of the above is to make an attempt at avoiding misgendering. There was a request made and I’m going to try and have people state pronouns at the start but who knows how that will go.

Good night all. And have a good day.

@Leucrotta Heh, this is higher quality and more respectful hyena video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyHdciGSykc

@Leucrotta What is this? And spotted hyenas are incredibly cute.

@fineursine Thank you.

@Draekos Thank you.

@indi Thank you. Looking forward to seeing you tonight.

For those who are avoiding the thread due to the CWs, in short, I need hugs and something telling me everything is going to be okay.

@rey Thank you.