Empress of Mars: Undisputed @zebratron2084@awoo.space

@001zlnv @Austin_Dern Man, Dragonfly was a truly COLOSSAL nutcase... -_-

Someday remind me to tell you about the one time I tried to scene with them.

SHEMPING (Special Move):

Class: Cat
Subclass: Shemp

This is Shemp's special catting move. Because Shemp is a cat. You. You are Shemp. The cat. You are a cat. Shemp the cat. That is your name.

No, that's the jingly man. You are Shemp the Cat. This is a thing you can do. It is called Shemping. It is exactly like catting except it is better because you are Shemp. No, that's the jingly man.

After you Shemp, Shemp -- that's you -- gains 12 Shomp stacks. Those are good. Those mean Shemp (you) are best cat. When those wear off, you (Shemp) gain 5 stacks of the "WAT DO?" status. It's just like being Confused except you are Shemp.

No, that's still the jingly man. You can reduce your (Shemp's) WAT DO? stacks by using the Flompf attack. It is a dodge attack that does 0 damage. Yes, just like that. *sigh*

#OverpoweredSecretCharacter
#PlzDoNotNerfMyPrettyBoy
#WATDO

@Phorm @xinjinmeng Aren't you cheering for a singularity these days, Phorm (as frequently am I)? Have you tried just filming geniefox tits in a fisheye lens? I can't imagine our reality's simulation algorithm is capable of rendering those kind of curves without crashing...

@xinjinmeng @anthracite Have you considered making the best out of a bad situation and doing some mad skateboarding/jumping in place tricks?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbvxlvSIIww

Aaaand the person trying to cancel Peggy over a trivial mistake has just doubled and tripled down, and totally rejected any good faith in her explanation of what really happened.

I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend this is okay. I can't pretend I'm not watching my side of the political spectrum turn toxic and abusive.

We are gonna be the new Trumps. We have learned NOTHING about the importance of compassion from them. We are just like them: we take the narrative we find most cozy and empowering, and fuck reality, and fuck the cardboard standees masquerading as people who are in the way.

People, PLEASE start standing up when you see this stuff. Lazy generalizations about people's morality based on their demographics. Good old fashioned prejudice masquerading as social justice. Narcissists using our political tools as cudgels. Black-and-white thinking. Offense about "harm" that takes place purely in someone's own symbolic world. Gatekeeping. Puritanism disguised as concern for non-existent victims.

Please, please start calling it out. I'm begging you.

@Momentrabbit Also, if you very reasonably skip the rant (which isn't so bad but boy is it a lot of words), check Telegram: the really salient thing about today is that I'm basically fine ATM---and the zoo's reopening so I can go visit my buddy Liam. 🐯​🐯​🐯​ Everything else will take care of itself, so looking at the three-page tiger dropping is totally optional. <3

@Momentrabbit And again, that's nothing but a genuine plea. When I say "I really don't know what else to do"... I mean, I'll take advice here. Or donations for a six-week Denver soma holiday as soon as it's safe to travel. It's making me hurt, too. Even Peg is helplessly obsessing over the slights she's taken this week from the Social Justice Slashers, and that's really not like her. I... I'm all out of coping mechanisms here. ;____;

@Momentrabbit
[FRIENDLY ANNOUNCER: The following is not a complaint. It is an attempt at gaining commiseration. Remain Indoors, Keep Calm And Carry On, and above all, Don't Panic!]

For the record, total time between me sending that and running into another incident of Social Justice Abuse: three minutes.

I was really trying to be a nicer calmer person. It was working. Peg was doing me so much good. NOLA was doing me so much good. But I am really at the end of my rope here. I feel trapped from both sides, and it's really hard not to let the despair turn into rage as I watch people fuck each other over again and again.

Yesterday, it was a dragon.style user who canceled Peg because her mild complaint about misusing a hashtag was Clearly An Act Of Virulent Racism And Don't You Know Who I Am. Today's it's leftists cheering for someone (granted, someone genuinely terrible) being doxxed and harassed and a friend getting canceled for "appropriation" in heartfelt personal fiction... by someone they just caught performing a ludicrous act of actual appropriation.

I am SCARED SHITLESS that the exact same thing will inevitably happen to Parallax and kill my baby NO MATTER WHAT WE DO. I ALREADY have one Social Justice Chainsaw Maniac explicitly gunning for me, with the explicit threat of ruining my comic. My crime? Criticizing him after he committed a very likely sexual assault. His tools? Leftist self-righteousness. This causes me existential pain and dread that is far beyond my capacity to deal with, and it comes out as outrage. Is that totally out of line?

It's either give up on social media and endure the harm of even FURTHER isolation, let the pressure build until I go REALLY nuts, or make some attempt tp talk about this with the only emotional tools I have. I... I really don't know what else to do. ;__;

@spacewastrel@yiff.life I hate our allies so fucking much these days. >_______< I just saw a bunch of people dragging someone for saying doxxing someone for daily harassment could have, you know, bad unintended consequences. There is something absolutely rotten on our side of the political spectrum and I wish I had anywhere whatsoever to flee to.

@Momentrabbit Hun, it's not gonna be safe until (a) Trump is out of office (b) I don't see at least one leftist per day on an identity-based bigotry crusade that they're persuaded isn't really bigotry because They're Clearly The Good Guys.

It's gonna be a while. I'll send some snacks.

@hummingrain Hahahaha no. Not without armies of skellingtons and golems to back me up. :)

It's always good to be reminded there are still people cheering for me. Thanks everybody, I'm more or less over the ragedump. <3

Haha, wow. I really needed to spend a few hours as a necromancer. (Kremit's Tale; neat, very difficult and thoughtful puzzle-tile game.)

I feel so much better now. Sometimes ya just need to find refuge in a little harmless villainy, you know?

Now I just need to figure out of I won because I'm awesome or I won because the Necrodude is way overpowered. I'm leaning towards option two...

@matias93 ...

OK, NOW my day is made. <3

Thank you so much. I really needed to hear that from someone I'm not super-close with and can thereby trust that they're not just being nice to me. :)

It'll probably be easier to understand after our first edit pass! We have something like eight pages of clarifications to add. :)

Thank you again for the support!

I'm really trying to be positive in the face of everything and not further indulge the pulsating vein of loathing that's been running through me all day, so... uh...

Stuffed animals? Are good? Also rainbows? And I still like cake. I had some pizza and a salad. It was good. It had fruit in it. Fruit is good.

I'm really doing the best I can here, folks.

No, seriously, a friend said nice things about Parallax today and that actually made my freakin' day. Also, I've been dipping into Istanbul Feral Cat Youtube and it's actually pretty heartwarming.

Oh! And Tuca and Bertie got a second season! That does actually feel like a freakin' miracle. And dragons. Dragons are very good.

And I have a recipe for Singaporean Marmite Chicken. And I can take comfort in the fact that 90% of the people who annoyed me today would be ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED by it. So I can kinda hate them vicariously through crispy pan-fried chicken.

So I got that goin' for me which is nice. And I had a fresh beignet yesterday! And the lumpy thing on my back finally went away.

I can't keep this up. Every time I get my head above the surface I get pulled back down. I kinda hate myself a lot these days. I'm OK. I just don't care much for my own company right now.

@001zlnv le deux

Peggy coined the term "pettin' axe" today while playing Bloodborne up against Vicar Amelia and I... I... now I want a pettin' axe. n.n;;

Shadow is mewing pitifully out on our porch. I checked on her, and apparently she wants to get inside... next door. There is not a thing I can do to help you, darlin'. ;__;

@Balinares *hug* Yeah. Definitely. Two in fact. *hug* This is at LEAST as therapeutic for me as it is for you.

@hystericempress Yeah. *hug* Yeah.