Empress of Mars: Undisputed @zebratron2084@awoo.space

I just realized something odd:

I have four friends who have gone by the identity "November"... and none at all who have gone by any _other_ month.

What the hell, people. I demand a coherent explanation. :D

Thanks, everybody. Between the hugwave, some unexpected My Bloody Valentine on a PA system, and a Random Small Pettable Dog at the dispensary, I'm doing okay again.

(Well, that and a whole lot of news-related schadenfreude but maybe I'll talk about that behind a CW. :) )

Morale is just non-existent this morning. If you've got anything positive (preferably about me 😸​) this would be a very opportune time to tell me about it.

Thanks. I'm sorry I have not... been good this year. I've been holding back a lot of stuff that's really gonna need to get discussed sooner or later, trying not to cause anyone more sadness or frustration. But in the process I've gotten stuck in my own personal Perspective Vortex and I think I have to get out of it, soon.

Feeling old, lonely, rejected, and all-around toothless tonight. If someone could just kinda shake the corpse of one of my coworkers to restimulate my hunting instincts, it would be greatly appreciated.

Use a stick. Or bring a lot of Bactine. Trust me.

#badmeanuselessmurdercat

she lost all her friends
she didn't need her friends
she lived with a dragon
and the torments of stripes

the mucks all forgot her
the net moved along
her telegram hasn't seen checkmarks in years

no love... for... Re... ze... ya...
Mars's bitey exile
eat some fish and hunch and growl
she wasn't a good cat

tomorrow's meal plans:
* a healthy vegetarian stew made of hominy, beans, and assorted vegetables

today's meal plans:
* a whole bag of sour cream and onion Pop Chips
* one of those $3 peanut butter chocolate bars that insist some fig puree makes it not candy
* eight General Tso's... uh... items from the Safeway item bar

shop for the mood you want tomorrow.

eat for the mood you have now.

Pupper. Somewhere on the border of Greece and Bulgaria. https://goo.gl/maps/XbXhA86PupD2

#streetviewanimals #dayjob

Unusually high-quality Reddit kitten. No reason! 💕​

https://thingsthatcannotsaveyou.tumblr.com/post/169490652611/space-queen-cannot-save-you #bigmood

Hey, @anthracite, is this the same one we got the free trial of on the Smart Fridge? 'Cause I might want to pay for a subscription.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27179168/

Stressed out today, but I think it's a good kind of stress? It's the stress of "oh, I have to quit whining, roll up my sleeves, and focus on Somebody Else's Problem for a while." It could be a busy week, but honestly, I really needed the distraction.

Other than that, my mood is "could still basically eat a whole cheesecake." And when this week is over, I probably will, especially if I mange to eat nothing until then but the appallingly virtuous vegetable pozole in my slow cooker.

Hey, is anybody else out there playing Slay The Spire? I gotta find someone to talk with about this frickin' robot. :)

adorable streetview animal (class: "donk")

https://goo.gl/maps/ySkTTr5jwX62

Also, I did something REALLY STUPID and tried to eat while I was still numb from my dental cleaning. It wore off a lot faster last time, and I was eating within an hour, so I figured I'd be okay after two.

Nope. Mauled myself up something fierce. I have the proverbial Fat Lip and it's rather comical looking. Doesn't hurt too much yet, it's just one more damn source of faint discomfort and self-annoyance.

Could have been a lot worse, though. >_>;;

I really needed to sit down and work today. Not just because, well, I needed to do a lot of work, but because I really needed to sit down and be able to feel really intelligent and in control for a few hours.

It really weirds me out to feel that way about my job, and NOT about my social life. I'm having a weird week, it's making me feel really vulnerable, and all I want right now is to curl up and try, however haltingly, to write for my pretty gay fungus bois.

My mood's a hell of a lot better than it was before the dental exam, but I think it's leading to something of a revolt of rising expectations.

We have this beautiful, broken world out there, a target-rich environment of the sort tigers crave, where nothing makes greater social sense and just about anything could conceivably be gotten away with.

Guess the proper term is "restless." Restless tigers are admittedly dangerous, but I'm restless for adventure, not for your facemeats. =^_^;=