Always tooting for th'antihero @Momentrabbit@awoo.space
Middle-aged scatterbrain working in 'the healthcare field'. Teaching a computer to sculpt in my spare time. Torontoish. Pronouns: he/hare
Joined May 2017
mh (<~>)
All this work, time, medication, money, resources... just to hold things together.
I share this because I know some of you are struggling to hold things together. That it takes so much effort, sometimes. Just to keep the plates spinning, the balls in the air another few minutes. And when we succeed, the reward is nobody knowing. We pass, at work. On the subway. Walking down the sidewalk. On the phone.
I know it's hard. I'm proud of you. Keep going. *offers hug/pawbump/nod of approval*
mh (<~>)
Descent arrested. Stable.
It is almost a truism that the meds work, but staying on them consistently is an effortful task. Timing is becoming complicated: some interact with others, and spacing them out reduces unpleasant side effects. Dose changes still affect my innards more abruptly than my mind. Unexpected interactions between psych and nonpsych meds do interesting things sometimes, like flush potassium unexpectedly out of my system. S'tiring.
mh (-)
Going downhill fast. Back as I can cope.
@adeptomega@vulpine.club I'm the one in the middle. The other two are just chronal echoes. *waves in sequence*
@acetone_kitten Hell if I know. Surrender your hopes of maintaining state, accept your impression of friends will ever be at best a kaleidoscope of brief flickering instances spiralling off into the yawning void, embrace fluidity, and nice to see you again. n.n
@Ferrovore Oh, it was apparently A Thing to work on. Some of my profs at Sheridan had memories. Like being sent outside to sell studio art supplies to make operating funds because the execs had blown everything on blow that week.
mood (~)
@zebratron2084 I do! Panting and sweating as I run down Her corridors, modulating my shield frequencies to ever less avail, evading Her drones as the nanites duel in my cortex every night.
She almost always wins, of course. But I still breach core often enough to defy even Her most pessimal predictions. She tells me I'm a *most* annoyyyying insececect in that regard - and yet, She keeps starting the game over.
Do immortal, perfect machines... get lonely? [MESSAGE TRUNCATED]
@MokiAwa Retroactively make some staggered, very long term financial investments that would start to pay out right about now. There are a lot of people hurting I'd like to help, and I'm running short on resources.
And then, if there's time, there are some concerts I'd like to have seen... and some people I've missed for too long. Perhaps I could have seen them again.
@Ferrovore Aww. I like him even more now. n.n
mood (~)
@zebratron2084 Hang in there, Stripes. Winter can't last forever.
@Ferrovore "And yes... it will kill." "Ahhh. That's the reason I *came* here, to hear him say that." n.n FiF is a joy to watch.
furry, huge breasts, thicc, etc
@websterleone Personally, I vote for the big stompy boots. Helps counterbalance. XD
furry, huge breasts, thicc, etc
@websterleone O.O Now that is one well-upholstered seat. Great start! n.n
horny; lewd; nsfw
@Edelwood ... *earperk*
@anthracite Dragon got back.
@Oneironott Ah. Pax. *gives you quiet space, weighted blanket, plate of warm cookies, time to decompress*
@Oneironott Hey, what happened? *hugs?*
Always tooting for th'antihero
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@Leucrotta That is a Quest Prompt if I have ever seen one.
@flippthebunny@mastodon.social Excellent bunnnage. Perfect loaf technique. A++.
Middle-aged scatterbrain working in 'the healthcare field'. Teaching a computer to sculpt in my spare time. Torontoish. Pronouns: he/hare
Joined May 2017
