@JulieSqveakaroo It looks very neat. I think it's very cool they're stressing the performative aspect of it as well - both a studio instrument and playable instrument, and maybe multiplayer at once with multiple controllers?
(something something 'breath controller' something 'woodwind instrument' something ;)
psych stuff
@Leucrotta Sure does. In a safer environment, where a young you didn't have perfectly good reason to associate negative assessments with existential-level threats, you'd be able to take a little ego ding and just work through it or even ignore it. But given how things *did* go, I'm guessing it's ''disproportionate" fight-or-flight responses a lot?
As an aside: dammit. You didn't deserve that, growing up. Any of it. No kid does. ;.;
@Leucrotta I'm interested!
Partly because I might do that too?
Especially the hard stuff. Big stuff. Good stuff, even. Some things need to be digested piecemeal, it seems. Which means I tend to forget revelations over time and need to 'rediscover' them. They tend to go faster with repeated rediscoveries. It all gets processed eventually, just some things need longer pauses before mouthfuls.
(damn cognitohazards...)
Physical (-)
@Aradia@mastodon.social Treatment? Pfft. I knew where it lived, roughly: now I know what bed it sleeps in at night and what it looks like up close. It can hide no longer. My revenge will eclipse mere 'treatment', I want it to *beg* for excision from my biomass.
... or yeah, ok, treatment would be good. Thanks. n.n
Physical (-)
Ahh hah hah hah yes *thaaat* was why I stopped trying to diagnose what was wrong with the right hand when the burning nothing took the art away. I forgot how much diagnostic poking and prodding and wrenching and holding poses for ultrasounds and xrays and 3rd year residents hurts.
But.
There's a .4mm by .7mm by .4mm lump of scar tissue in my pointer finger tendon flexor tendon resting *right* at the carpal tunnel sheath.
Today, we took pictures.
*I FOUND YOU, YOU FUCKER.* 🔥
concerns for today 4/19
@JulieSqveakaroo @zx3 THATS HOW WE PEEL THE FLESHLINGS. LIKE THEIR BANANAS. EAT THE FRUIT, THROW AWAY THE RIND.
WHY CAN'T I STOP YELLING ALL THE TIME ANY MORE
I SHOULD REALLY SEE SOMEBODY ABOUT THIS
@JulieSqveakaroo @mawr THE ✨PLUSH✨
THE ✨PLUSH✨
THE ✨PLUSH✨ IS ON FIRE
WE DON'T NEED NO WATER LET THAT MAWRHUGGER ✨PLUSH✨
✨PLUSH✨ MAWRHUGGER
✨PLUSH✨
concerns for today 4/19
@zx3 "Arms Look Weird" was a well-intentioned but somewhat misguided effort of the early 21st century to render the concept of taking up weapons unpalatable. The machine translators a pool of guys for the incoherence.
mood (-)
@zebratron2084 Ah. Noted. 👍
mood (??!?)
@zebratron2084 *gets the mawlin' suit out, suits up, brings the Good Coffee and a tranq dart pistol and comes to sit with for a while* 💜
@mawr "We're on a mission from goretex. The 💫PLUSH💫 sent us."
@mawr "The BAND! Elwood! The BAND!"
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@grainloom There are places where these would be hailed as intensely confusing. Inflatable pantaloons... to *remove* inches.. ???
Me, I say fill them with hot cocoa, and you have a FINE idea for GTA weather right now. >.<
WTF Seattle? (violence)
@Doephin Bikes are not siege weapons. What a jerk! >.<
@Austin_Dern So you're saying the patron saint of overcoming falling behind got ahead in the end.
Re: the state of the world
@JulieSqveakaroo I am eager to immerse myself in a world of bloops and bings and flashing lights and fuzzy-edged glowing screens, and if you're sharing tokens then I'm treating at the food grotto. I hear the shakes are really good at that one place. n.n
Middle-aged scatterbrain working in 'the healthcare field'. Teaching a computer to sculpt in my spare time. Torontoish. Pronouns: he/hare