I still say to myself often "I should be able to handle this/ I should be able to do better"
*sigh* But I Can't. that's not a bad thing nor a good thing obviously but like... I can't, and that's a limit.
I can't live life denying my traumas and trying to get to a place where I can forget about them or at least never tell anyone about them.
The folks I care about, I think, should have the context to be able to empathize and understand why I am this way. Why I have trouble with certain things.
I'm feeling better, and perhaps healthier. I still have/had shame about my life, traumas, and being the way I am. It's getting better.
Trauma talk, others, birdsite link (~+)
https://twitter.com/Oneironott/status/1006692814606888960
I made a thread talking about my traumas, healing, and being a survivor.
frustrated about callout culture
@typhlosion same. It angers me more than a LOT of things these days, mostly because I've had friends come to me with how scared they are to even talk remotely about certain things to the point of oh it making them feel very self hating and worse x.x
kink
@starkatt ooohhhhh? :O
@kobold friend!
rl lewd, textual
Slightly misleading~ I didn’t do anything too sexual with a suit :P just lots of rubbing and smooching and faux-making out with a gorgeous hyena and enjoying meaty yeen beans
Lots of Good Rubs™️
@emanate @tastymochafox heheeee :D
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Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing