-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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cannabis, call for furry artists
are you a furry artist?
do you want to draw and design cover art for my home-bred strains of cannabis?
I'd like to talk to you. 💜
mh(-), brains
despite feeling improved, I have little to no capacity to actually hold a conversation or say correct words today. It has been bad, but today is possibly the worst I can remember such things being.
I can hardly think and have exhausted myself doing just that because I Needed To, and now I'm just so burnt out, to the point of paranoia and anxiety loops.
Being Nice To Myself doesn't mean I have to be all smiles about this brain weather. UGH.
mh, reflections (+)
So, in reflection I am almost in awe of the fact that I had fun and had frisky, positive experienced AND bumps of large dysphoria and depression that DIDN'T ruin my whole evening.
mh, reflections (+)
I went away from last night with the loose feeling like things went bad, even though I had fun. That in itself has become an ingrained feeling due to my previous and shifting understanding about what it is to "be healing" or "healed".
The goal isn't and shouldn't be "can deal with emotions/mental states like a neurotypical person and get through the evening without bumps"
It's "Can have bumps while accepting that I am neurodiverse and still have a fun, good time."
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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Neptunian meditation
You are a drop in the ocean
Surrounded by and mixing with all the other drops. Filling the world, touching its extents, spreading life.
You are a drop in the ocean
Able to be seen, to be held, to go through all the journeys and changes that the whole ocean itself is too big for.
You are a drop in the ocean
Mingling with all the other drops, sharing what you've found and tasting what they've brought. The ocean is richer, and deeper, because of you.
You are a drop in the ocean.
Existing is exhausting and i want out
Man, I’m so tired of this planet and this era and *gesticulates everywhere* living
lewd mention, mh(-)
“Depression at the Orgy” is my ‘Panic At The Disco’ industrial cover band
mh(- - -)
Fittingly, despite all my prep to make it to tonight’s ritual, one instance of my brain misparsing the time has rendered me unable to go.
Apparently such ritual involves the topic of Healing, which is so immensely fitting that i fail to make it like i’ve failed to make enough progress in my healing to even do basic things like “make it here on time”
mh(-)
Mood crash… feel…… heavy
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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@Thaminga toy so hard motherfuckers wanna own me
tattoo
I’m overwhelmed and amazed at this. It’s so beautiful and looking at my paw and seeing that feels so, so good. Where i’m from… who i am… what i am… 💙
So many thanks to @tastymochafox, who made this possible for me, and who i got matching ones with ^.^
*squeak!!*
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
⚪ Gay
⚪ Straight
⚪ Bi
🔘 
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
Boost if Earth is not your home planet.
Boy toys drinking mai tais
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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Pool party time with many gay otters!
And thus, current gender: Neutral Boy-ancy
SCS, misc queer gushing
I love the waiting room at SCS because there are SO MANY CUTE QUEER FOLKS
When do i tell my therapist that I’m not human
(This is a gross exaggeration of how i would go about wording it to anyone with a lack of knowledge on the issue)
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
