Roady @Roady_Dragonfae@awoo.space

The emotional stability of a rabid grizzly bear who got into Tony Montana's cocaine supply.

@Leucrotta Hey. It's all good. I've had a few times over the last month where I wound up doing the same thing. Everyone's already having a chain of unfortunate events this year and you're definitely not alone.

It's so simple, yet I've been doing it wrong for years. Through my nose. Silently. Effortlessly. Yet, my body is so used to shallow and unconscious breathing that the feeling of a healthy rhythm is akin to getting high.

That being said, I apologize in advance for continued fogginess and irritability as I continue to find my way out of every chemical dependence I've accrued over the last ten years or so.

Quit:
Alcohol
Tobacco

Quitting:
Sugar

Will Quit:
Caffeine

I'm going as low cal and paleo as I can. Fruits, nuts, veggies, meat. Very little dairy. No refined sugar or starch.

@xurnami Oh jeez! I hear ya, that's a nasty feeling alright... I hope it all clears up soon!

@starkatt Something along those lines, yes. xP

@vahnj Hiiii!

@mawr Oh jeez! That sounds like a nightmare!

I finally concluded:
My body scales are peridot, my belly scales are yellow citrine, my eyes are emeralds, and my hair/back ridge is copper wire.

I officially start truck driver training today! I've been working my butt off for nearly six months and it finally paid off!

@Fuego Such a cutiefwuff!

Holy shit. Have I already been cigarette free for almost a month? Boy did THAT fly by!

As far as group chats go, I never really have a chance to interact in them... I csn't figure out why, but I just can't find time or ways to engage.

May I be forever rid of them in favor of a bigger, better boot! https://awoo.space/media/8gIfwvgZhujsD-r1knQ

If there is one thing I need to pursue and overcome, it's the fact that deep down I continue judging myself. Beating myself up mercilessly. Internally wailing as if everything I do could bring about the end of the world. How did I wind up like this? What happened that caused me to go beyond humility into internal self flagellation?

That's up to me to figure out, and I know where to start. It's only a matter of taking those steps and continuing to explore my subconscious.