green except too damn hot @green@awoo.space

just listened to "Trust In Me" from the 2016 Jungle Book and... yep. yyyyyyyyep *drinks*

@mawr fwiw afaik none of my memory problems are specifically related to trauma, though I've had my share of abusive relationships and gaslighting attempts--I'm actually pretty resistant to gaslighting *because* of my bad memory; if I want to remember something I'll often write it down, and when gaslit about it later be like "no... see, here's where/when that happened..." :P

@mawr nowdays I have no ability to remember how long ago anything happened. unless I can attach a specific date to it, like "last Wednesday" or "November 1998," my brain insists it happened "sometime in the past, maybe last month, maybe last year, maybe a decade ago? idklol"

part of my fascination with narratives is that I'm constantly having to reconstruct my own memories by making up narratives, of "first x happened, then y, that led to z..."

@mawr ohmygosh, I have such memory problems. I specifically have difficulty with context: I'll know I've seen a person's face before, but can't remember where or when; I'll recognize a name, but can't attach a face or any particular memory to it. and I have a bunch of "false memories", some back in childhood, that I have no idea if they're real or not--some I know for sure aren't, but parse *exactly* like the "real" ones.

ok sleep tiem nao gnight *thud*

@kel@witches.town @Jacel wait I'm not

@Jacel I made it home, so all's well etcetera. XD

I discovered a downside to me hanging out at the Lyon's Den! it's an awesome cafe, reasonably accessible to me, but after 6 pm the bus to connect to my place stops running! as I found out today. >___< ended up taking a Lyft home; the alternative was a bus to downtown, and then taking the E back up, and I had groceries. yay buses! :P

@mawr oooh, that's a really good idea, thank you! I'm on these 3x daily, but flipping the bottle is still an excellent visual reminder! *does the thing* :D

@mawr I'm 80% sure I hadn't, so I went ahead and took one. I don't think doubling up once is going to cause too much in the way of problems... other than possible upset stomach issues. :P

FFFFFFFFfffffffffrak. I can't remember if I took my first antibiotic today or now. >___<

@literorrery @Azure yeeees thiiiiiis. btw this also applies to those struggling with mental health issues, and I *have* applied it to myself in my life experiences, and I *do* expect others I interact with to at least *try* to self-police this, and if they can't it's my choice and my right to opt not to interact with them as much/closely.

last night I got my flying wolf hunter mount! IT IS SO AWESOME. I AM SO HAPPY. eeeeeee. logged into WoW just to fly around and squee at it for a while. :D

@kel@witches.town dunno, but I'm not going to say you do. ^__^