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I am no longer too stoned to make a mango smoothie.

@mawr Lots of weed? That's how I did it.

"If you look in the dictionary, under IRONIC TRAGEDY, you'll see 'too high to make mango smoothies.'"

if 🐰 is a ponsibl, 🐰 get stiqr. if 🐰 get 3 paws stiqr, 🐰 get nota-ponsibl 1. or 🐰 nota ponsibl. but ponsibl 🐰!

🐰❔➡✅, 🐰➡🌟. 🐰🕛🌟❔➡❌⬇🚫✅. ⬅🐰✅!

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@zx3 We share fond memories of him as well. And we're still glad you're around.

@Egg ... bunnies....

I had leftover custard and bread heels from the pain perdu this morning. The line between French toast and bread pudding is very small. So I straddled it. Behold, pan-fried bread pudding with lemon blackberry cream cheese.

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@irisjaycomics Sure thing! You've got my address. :)

@irisjaycomics The 41 picks up three blocks from the house and drops off about four.

@irisjaycomics What weekend is it? I've got spare space at the house if I know when.

This awareness makes me hesitant in some situations where I'd be outspoken -- "lord help me I'm back on my bullshit again" -- because I don't want to risk throwing my weight around or punching down.That's good, but that holding-back is itself a form of emotional labor. It's work I'm happy to do, but it's still taxing sometimes, and I don't always live up to my standards despite my best efforts.

To those who I've hurt by my failures in this, I'm truly sorry.

As someone with multiple advantages -- mental, financial, structural -- I do my best to remain aware of the ways in which those advantages weird the power dynamics around me, but I often fail, and I'm still as fallible as the next person. Often moreso, because those advantages make realizing that I've screwed up that much harder. I'm often insulated from my mistakes in ways others aren't. I'm not "better" than anybody else, but I often pay less for my failures.

This is, incidentally, a big part of why I'm constantly just a little on edge. I read an MLP fanfic once, beautiful work, in which Celestia is trying to have a relationship with Twilight, and Cheerilee confronts Princess Dayflank with the fact that she always acts so removed and distant and it's really annoying. Celestia's response is, "I can never take the tiara off." I've really come to understand that phrase.

This should be required reading: https://emmibe.wordpress.com/2016/11/25/the-conversations-we-cant-have/ (h/t @mattcropp@social.coop for the link)