Awooest Mawr @mawr@awoo.space

@Oneironott Thank you, hon. It's at least good to know that a lot of these things aren't unique, y'know? :x

@Daxarhagron I've brought it up with several, yeah. That's what resulted in the brain function test.

@emanate @Fuego (it probably won't shock you to learn that I LOVE THAT SHOW SO MUCH OMG)

@mawr @Ratttz aww crud. Iodine,then. ^^;

@vahnj D&D groups are a hell of a drug

@vahnj Oh no ;o;

I've been in a handful of really emotionally abusive relationships over the course of my life, and in most of them, I've been gaslit pretty badly. I'm very susceptible to gaslighting because of my awful memory... and I have a theory that the gaslighting I've been subjected to has caused me not to trust what I _do_ remember.

I don't know what to do about this. I've been through brain function tests with no memory anomalies... could it just be psychosomatic?!

I've always had a bad memory for recalling things on my own. I forget names of people I see and talk to every day; I forget words -- and not weird words like antidisestablishmentarianism or cantankerous, but really basic words like fire or bread.

I can't remember major life events until someone can remind me of their contents; then they start coming back.

I'm so frequently embarrassed by my memory that I'll often pretend to remember things I don't. >..<

Tonight I watched an actor I adore and have seen many times before in a film I didn't expect to see him in. I remember looking at him and thinking he looked familiar... but I didn't get that it was him until the credits rolled.

...I think I might have some form of face blindness? 'cause this happens a LOT to me, even with people I know well. I always feel awful about it.

This opened me up to thinking about my memory and how terrible it is; something I think about a lot.

@vahnj Did he try the friendening before or after the fire?

The order of operations there is pretty important, in my understanding. >..>;

@Ratttz It's my pleasure, hon. ♥️

And one more thing-- if you don't already have some, pick up some triple antibiotic ointment. Deep cuts get infected very, very easily, and infected cuts always scar. Layer it on thick and keep it covered until it heals over and you'll be fine. ^^

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@literorrery Do what makes you happy. ♥️ I'll do my best to follow along. ^^

@vahnj HUZZAH!!! :DD Go little Kobold! You can do the thing!!

@cardboardfriend It's so good!! I have a bicycle too and it's almost nicer to ride at night, honestly. A cool breeze while working up a sweat is just the best. ♥️

@Ratttz Yeah, you'll probably be just fine. If you have full feeling in your fingers (and make sure you keep those bandages loose!!) you should be OK, though depending on how deep the cut was, you might have a scar from it.

Also, make sure you change that gauze out tomorrow morning. If the bandage has adhered to the wound, soak your hand in a bowl of warm water to help loosen the bandage. Expect a lot of nasty colored seepage.